This year, I had my heart set on writing an exam. I poured myself into studying — subscribed to a Qbank, got into “beast mode,” and for the first time, I truly started believing I could pass. The progress was real, and so was my faith in the journey.
Then came news that shattered me. It was the kind of blow that, in the past, would’ve knocked me out for a month — sending me spiraling into unhealthy coping: overeating, harsh self-talk, and self-sabotage that felt impossible to stop.
But this time was different.
The crash only lasted two weeks. And those two weeks were full of prayer, quiet reflection, and clinging to the Word of God.
I noticed something else, too: I started shrinking my dreams — not because they were impossible, but because I felt hurt and disappointed. I began aiming lower, convincing myself that I had to settle for less.
But the Holy Spirit wouldn’t let me stay there. I was reminded that my value doesn’t decrease because my circumstances changed. God’s promises over my life still stand.
Yes, I’ve felt jealousy — seeing others with easier paths, stronger passports, or stable incomes. But God has been tenderly reminding me:
I am not less. I am not behind. I am not forgotten.
Now, July has become a symbol of pivot, not pause. A shift in strategy, not in purpose. It’s a new plan — not worse, just different — and it still leads to the same goal. Maybe it’ll take more work, maybe more faith. But I know the One who gives strength.
How to Maintain Faith in God (especially when life feels uncertain)
1. Stay in the Word, even when it’s hard
The Bible isn’t just for encouragement on good days — it’s a foundation for the difficult ones. God’s promises provide clarity and peace when everything else feels unstable. Even reading one verse a day can help you reset your thoughts and shift your focus back to truth.
Start with the Psalms. They’re full of raw honesty, reminding you that it’s okay to feel hurt while still holding onto hope.
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2. Journal your prayers and reflections
Writing out your thoughts, prayers, and even doubts is a powerful way to process your emotions. Over time, you’ll begin to see patterns of growth and answered prayers.
A simple prompt: “Lord, today I feel ____, but I choose to trust You because ____.”
3. Be honest with God
God doesn’t need rehearsed or perfect prayers. He wants your real heart. You can tell Him when you’re tired, confused, disappointed, or even angry. He’s not distant or offended by your emotions. He is near and listening.
4. Reflect on past faithfulness
Think back to what God has already brought you through — the doors that closed for a reason, the comfort that came unexpectedly, the strength you didn’t know you had. These memories are reminders that His faithfulness didn’t end with yesterday.
5. Create a consistent rhythm with God
It doesn’t have to be complicated. Whether it’s a few minutes in the morning, quiet time before bed, or listening to worship music while you work — building small habits of connection with God helps keep your trust rooted, even when life feels unpredictable.
6. Surround yourself with faith-filled people
Who you talk to can either build your faith or break it down. Make space for conversations with people who speak truth, offer perspective, and pray with you. A supportive faith community can make all the difference when your personal trust feels weak.
7. Let go of the need to control everything
Sometimes, trusting God means releasing your tight grip on the outcome. It’s not always easy to surrender, but real faith often shows up in the quiet decision to believe that God still knows what’s best — even when you don’t have all the answers.
Trusting God doesn’t mean the fear disappears. It means you choose to move forward anyway, believing He will meet you in every step. If you’ve had to adjust your goals, change your timeline, or grieve a detour — I see you. You’re not weak for rerouting. Keep showing up. Keep believing. God’s not done writing your story.
MABS 